No one should ever listen to me when I talk about medical things. Got that? NEVER!
I probably wrote that I thought I was over alpha gal because I can eat anything I want to eat without having the itching, hives and breathing issues. My doctor here would not order a test, which costs $149 if I self-pay so I'm not real sure why she refused to do it. I haven't been tested since probably 2013 - 2014. I was so sure I was over it. So, so sure!
Vince always tells me I live my life through rose colored glasses and apparently, he's right. I was thinking to myself that the CDC would probably be calling me to see how I had cured myself of alpha-gal. That's not going to happen.
I asked our doctor that we use through a subscription to order the test and he did. I had the test last week, got the results back within a few days and my alpha gal numbers have actually gone up - not down. When I opened the email and read those numbers, I actually cried. I was so disappointed.
This morning I saw a new doctor who will be my PCP - hopefully for the rest of my days. She's younger - probably a few years less than 40. I know this because I mentioned someone and they had graduated high school together.
I handed the new doctor my test results. She looked at them and said "Your numbers are high! I've never had anyone with numbers this high." Of course, the tears came rolling down again. I'm just being a baby because I know my problems are few. This is not life threatening so long as I keep my new epi-pen handy. When I think of medical problems suffered by many, I know I'm one of the lucky ones .. this is a problem that can so easily be controlled - I'm just disappointed that I allowed myself to be convinced that I was over it - kinda unrealistic but . . those rose colored glasses cause me to do/think crazy things! :)
My numbers may be the highest she has seen but they could be a lot higher BUT, the numbers that show my "allergy level" don't have anything to do with how likely I am to react. I read that someone whose numbers are .4 may be more likely to react than someone whose numbers are 90. It's just crazy. There's an allergist a bit south of here who is supposed to be knowledgeable but I'm not sure what they can do other than tell me to not to eat beef, pork or lamb.
OK . . enough of me feeling sorry for myself.
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